One thing about suicide is that’s it, there is no coming back. Take a moment to consider a couple of things before you shut the door on this life.
Back on January 5th, 2010 at 10:08 p.m. my life changed (read the about page for a glimpse at why) I felt a lot of pain. I felt guilt, remorse, regret, emptiness, talk about pain, I had it like never before.
All energy and hope drained from my body. All the things that led to this point, things I did, things I allowed to happen, but not knowing exactly why until that night at 10:08 p.m..
Smothered in guilt, you bet I contemplated ways out. I’d lay there hoping I wouldn’t awake again. When that didn’t happen the thought of suicide entered as an option. For the first time I could see how people considered, even committed suicide. So the logical question is, why didn’t I do it?
Think About This
Only one thing became clear that night, that thing was Sin.
My thoughts, things I’d done for years which became normal for me, all these things came to a climax that evening of January 5th. I had allowed sin to do what it does best, destroy, and it used me to do it. No excuses I allowed it to happen and now I had to live with the pain.
How about you? Where are you in this cycle of sin?
So again, when I was so close to removing the pain, ridding myself from the guilt, why didn’t I do it?
Sin Gets the Last Laugh
The answer is, I saw Sin clearly. If I snuffed out myself at that point sin would get the last laugh. How can I convey to others how sin silently invades their lives daily and more over how we allow it to.
This is what sin wants for each of us, it wants to cause turmoil at every turn, it wants you to feel pain and finally it wants you to destroy yourself.
When you hear the phrase “Sneaky Little Devil” well, now you know what it is.
So, if you commit suicide how in the world can you use your life and tell others your story? Here’s the truth, You can’t change what you did, but you can change what you do. By doing this you will help others and really piss sin off.
Don’t get angry with sin, that’s what it wants, but get even or better yet become the winner. You can only do this if you stick around to do so.
Out of the Woods
Don’t think once you make this choice that your out of the woods. Sin will always, for life, be testing you. If you want to find ways to overcome this read other pages I wrote. I was inspired to convey them in various subjects throughout this site.
I’m not trying to be coy with you, it’s just the way this site has unfolded. I am purely inspired to write based on the thoughts of the moment.
Your Choice
The last question I ask is, what good can you do dead?
How can you change, who can you help and whom else will you hurt if you take your life? There’s plenty of places to express your pain, here on my site, article directories, forums, and if my story helped you then how will you ever know if your story helps someone else unless your here to tell it.
Don’t let sin get the last laugh, think about it first, understand what sin is.
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